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Memo to K

Memo to K

Not here to defeat Donald Trump
Here to rally the nation to see clearly enough to stop the evil that has corrupted him and his party
emotional violence paired with intellectual haze
A will towards might makes right and fear as proof of truth
The ends justify the means and the co-opting of spirituality in the service of justifying evil
What is it?
How has it happened?
It is political evil
It has happened because the people have forgotten their most important job
Our first priority is to safeguard the structure of a government by for and of the people — that they might protect themselves and their fellows from top-down crime and the topsy-turvey morality it engenders
Getting our way in xyz policy detail is a secondary concern
After all, if we hand our shared government over to tyranny, we all lose — victory in such settings comes at the price of soul

Listen

Listen

I need your help
You need my help
We need our help
This game is still being played on the level of ideas and feelings
Trump wills and his GOP enables an adjustment of the rules into violence and state sanctioned crime
That is what is going on here
That is what we must make this election about
That is why we must speak as one clear gentle but firm
No Donald and Co, No: this country is not your weapon and show piece
It is our home and we have a right and a duty to stop you here and now
You have shown your cards
And they are evil

This man embodies the fears of the founders of our democratic republic
You know this
So please help us find the voice to do our collective duty —- not to bitch and moan but to actively stop this evil

where to put it

where to put it

where?
Into a sinkhole?
Down the drain?
Into your hills and valley?
It has to go somewhere
I have to be allowed to be both through and beyond it
Otherwise
its lie grows
and
its truth shrinks
and I have nowhere any good to put so much of what would be both me and good
in the right
fishbowl

done

done

I can’t do this anymore
Please, no more
Tired
Don’t want to keep pretending
Pretending I don’t feel the hurt and what it implies
Pretending some lonely stressful-boring slowly-drowning-while-desperately-treading ritual is my metier
Pretending I don’t taste smell and feel political evil dripping off the gears of the city waterworks
Pretending this lonely life is some kind of a home
Pretending frustration is just a background noise
Waking up with the unresolved wounded seething threads once again writhing through
Please no more

evil

evil

what you are doing is evil
at some point choosing conspiracy theories and disinformation over a readily available adequate-accuracy is choosing evil.
You are choosing evil.
That is evil.
I cannot wake you up in time.
You have let me down.
You have crushed my spirit.
You have told me that I am so worthless that my voice should no longer count.
Not just me — but pretty much everyone I’m close to.
We’re all so worthless that democracy should be taken from us.
And given to, well, actually, you must realize: it will be given to no one, it will just be killed.
What you’re doing is evil.
You don’t know it, but people rarely do.
What would you have me do?
And when we die, am I to be reconciled to your evil?
Am I to know you again as if you were just a victim of circumstances?
I can’t tell you how disappointed I am in you, in my country.
Everything I’d known was true and trustworthy has been proven to be a lie.
You were just pretending all along.
Just pretending to want to share this nation with me.
Just waiting for the chance to force yourself on everyone else.
I call it abuse.
It feels like abuse.
I call it crime.
I call it evil.
It smells, tastes, feels like the same boring old evil that always wins in the end, because people always betray each other sooner or later.
I didn’t betray you.
You betrayed me.
And I have no response.
I sit here and wait to die.
I give up.
What you are doing is evil.
You should stop.

You have really hurt me.
I did not think you would do this to me.

I wish I had never been born
I don’t want to live through this
What you are doing is world-historically evil
You have a clean conscious
But that does not mean it doesn’t count
It just means you are lying to yourself

Am I crazy?
I feel like I am in outer space
When I was a kid I remember my father saying that the Russians just say anything, just lie and then repeat it, and that works there
Not here of course
Oh?
Not here?
A man corrupts himself; he then corrupts the party he leads; what happens when that man and that party are given power over the nation?
You are serving political evil
It’s called political “evil” because when it rules, sooner or later it becomes the old-fashioned evil (people lose their all their money and security for telling the truth; people disappear for disagreeing; people’s bodies are squished for saying No to a criminal government)

We were supposed to be on the same team
We were supposed to say No to evil together — to at least have each other’s backs that much
But evil is learning that we’re not going to say No to evil; that it’s too much to ask of us
We are failures
We are jokes
We are evil

Well, friends, I have failed
That’s all
I thought I could help
But I was wrong

Now I will move to Spain, or maybe Portugal
Actually, how am I going to pay for that?
So I’m stuck here, waiting for the evil with the rest of you
But the evil is already here — we failed to say No to the evil; that was itself an evil
Why was I born?
To watch this vapid fool waltz in and commandeer the gears and levers of the most powerful nation in the world, while it’s so-called free citizens get chips on their laps and beer on their chins
To live through this
For what?
I remember being a kid and being told I lived in the greatest country in the world because here we were free to tell the truth and make our own way, we didn’t have to fear our government, and we all had refrigerators and access to libraries
Hmmm

Saving Mike Johnson’s Soul

Saving Mike Johnson’s Soul

Per Jesus Christ, the most important commandment is to love the Lord your God with all your heart and soul and strength and mind, and to love your neighbor as yourself.

Therefore, if one uses Christianity in a way that does not further one’s love for God and everyone, one is — per the founder of Christianity — misusing Christianity.

Per the Constitution of the United States of America,

We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

Therefore, if one uses the Constitution of the United States of America in a way that does not further these goals, one is — per the writers of that document — misusing the constitution.

But all these goods require that We the People keep our shared government out of the hands of would-be tyrants.

There you have it, Mike Johnson: You’re own wisdom meme. I’m sorry, but you can’t unhear it. I’m sorry, but it seeps in and spreads out through your conscious space, lining the back of you. I’m sorry, but it will hunt you down and undo the truths you thought were yours until you remember who you were before you started needing to win.

Mission Impossible

Mission Impossible

Picture this:
It’s Saturday. You spent the morning writing another triumphant essay and doing a great shoulders and legs work out. Then you watch the last one and a half episodes of a series you’ve really enjoyed and are even calling “art”. You have one giant beer (nut brown ale) with a few nuts and head out to take in a salsa class, dropping your laundry on the way; after salsa you go shopping at the co-op, where you buy a lot delicious organic produce, some nuts and seeds, a Swiss cheese made in Switzerland with raw milk, and a few other essentials.

You are walking to the train and feeling sore. Your legs are sore and your shoulders are too, and so is upper back, and you’ve got a bookbag and two giant canvas bags — all laden down with groceries.

You see them, a man a woman and a child, standing in front of a bank. It’s night time on a Saturday, so the bank is of course closed. They have a sign. A sign on cardboard. You look away. You guess it says that they are from Ecuador and need help. Lately that’s what you’ve been seeing around Brooklyn: Young families with signs saying they are from Ecuador and they are stranded and they need help. You look away because it is embarrassing to walk past them with all these expensive groceries on your shoulders.

The essay that you’d worked on all morning and that you thought was good, but that you’d been tweaking a little in your mind as you made your way to and from your salsa lesson, made good use of Jesus’s most important commandment. And so, as you look away you can’t help but note that this is not what the Good Samaritan would do. It just isn’t. It isn’t at all the radical selfless love that Jesus preached.

When Jesus was asked what the most important commandment was, he didn’t go for any part of the Ten Commandments or other clear cut rules. He gave a mystical formulation: Love God with everything you are and love yourself and everyone else equally. That’s not a rule, or a rule of thumb, it is a poetic pointing-towards a way of being that is deeper and wider than human feelings, ideas, and words.

But when asked to clarify a point — who exactly counts as my neighbor? — Jesus gave a very concrete, real-life example and a very clear, albeit impossible to fulfill, command.

Maybe sometimes a person can stop what they are doing and fully attend to someone in need, but you can’t walk anywhere in Brooklyn very long without seeing people with signs, people asking for help who look like they could use a lot of help. You could give them a dollar or a few dollars. You could look away to save yourself the embarrassment of walking past them with lots of groceries that you bought specifically to satisfy your own habits, notions, and schedules. You could stop and talk to them and hear their story — your Spanish is pretty good. What would Jesus actually do? He didn’t stop and help everybody all the time. And sometimes he only seemed to give out miracles begrudgingly. And anyway it’s a big and pretty unfair advantage to be able to do miracles — although now that I think about it, he never magically wished away anyone’s poverty.

Strictly speaking, the commandment is to have 100% love for God shining through everything, including your conscious moment and the conscious moments of everyone else, and to love yourself and everyone else with that God-directed and God-grounded loving. So the commandment is mostly and inward one. So, strictly speaking, you can tell yourself you’re following the commandment pretty well even if you aren’t. But the story of the Good Samaritan is harder to fudge. And we’re tested every day over and over and we come up wanting. We even sometimes explain to ourselves that the most important commandment has value as a poem and a type of koan and a meditation and an important point, but of course you can’t really do it because there’s things you have to do and if you open up your heart to everyone all the time in this busy world: why, you’ll just get sucked into everybody else’s problems all the time, and never get anything done! Right? The experiment seems too dangerous to take. And, anyway, it’s clearly impossible; so pretending you can do it is just a lie you tell yourself.

This is a problem for the mystically-minded seeker who finds Jesus’s formulation of the path convincing. It is a problem, also, for the practical-minded Christian who has decided to make following Jesus Christ a fundamental part of their own life. What do we do? We agree here, but our agreement is about the necessity of adopting a path that neither of us quite understands and that seems to conflict with both our needs to take care of ourselves, our loved ones, do our tasks, live in the world.

I think it is worth pointing out that our agreement here is part of the general agreement of humanity to be first and foremost mystical believers in Love, and to also not let any dogmas keep us from abiding by the universal values (aware, clear, honest, accurate, competent, compassionate, loving-kind, joyfully-sharing). For we all know that either Love is True or we have no path towards being meaningful to ourselves. And we all know that we can only be meaningful to ourselves to the degree we think/feel aware, clear, honest, accurate, competent, compassionate, loving-kind and joyfully-sharing. But we all also know that our ideas about spiritual Love are not the same as spiritual Love, and that confusing one’s ideas and feelings about the True Good with the True Good account for a good part of human evil. Hence we all know — at some level — that we can only be meaningful to ourselves by centering our feeling/thinking/acting around spiritual Love and attempting to interpret that Love in our feeling/thinking/acting, but always remembering that that Love is wider and deeper than our feeling/thinking/acting, so we cannot pretend any of our ideas or feelings are the Truth, but must always keep working to better follow Pure Love — always self-critiquing -analyzing, and -adjusting, always starting over again, always pushing out from within and praying again for the wisdom to be gentle with ourselves and others.

It is for this reason that I argue that a liberal democratic republican form of government is a spiritual good: It allows us to keep our government from corruption and from committing crimes against us and others, and in this way we together safeguard those universal values without which none of our worldviews are meaningful to any of us; and we also keep the world safe for spiritual Love: after all, the great evil of tyrannical governments is that they require people to choose between (A) accepting, being complicit in, pretending not to see, and to some degree participating in large-scale evil, or (B) telling the truth, doing the right thing, sticking up for your neighbor, saying No to dishonesty, unfairness, corruption, and cruelty. It’s not that you cannot follow a holy path in a tyranny, but forcing those kinds of hopeless my-family-versus-your-family choices onto people does everyone a great disservice. In a healthy democracy, the aims of the government line up well with the universal values: Tell the truth, be accurate and competent, govern well, seek win-wins for the good of all, and then, when you are up for reelection, with a pure heart, make your case to the people and let them decide how well you did. And if you lose: Okay, because it is better to lose power in a liberal democratic republic than it is to have to spend your life desperately handing onto power in a tyranny, when to stay in charge you’ve committed crimes against your own citizens, and so if you ever lose power: uh oh!, so that’s not an option.

Donald Trump wants to be dictator. And that means he wants to imprison himself in a life of crimes committed against this nation. For everyone’s sake — including his — we must together tell him and his would-be lackeys: NO.

But I digress.

The point is, Jesus is much more radical than any of his followers. If regular people get as radical as him, they end up becoming evil. Because they don’t have the fingers for it; they can get his zeal, but they can’t get the compassion that makes that zeal a spiritual good. Well, that’s not entirely true: There are saints, there are holy people, there are people who put Love first. But they are not most people, and they are not the person we imagined you to be today as you walked past the family on the street with the cardboard sign that you didn’t even read. So what right do you have to essays that invoke the most important commandment? And yet, what right do preachers have to preach the Gospel when most preachers are also not getting very close to the spiritual Love that Jesus said was the whole point of the religious life?

Where does that leave us? One hypocrite scolding another?

How Charlie?

How Charlie?

How did you do this, Charlie Covell?

I want to understand how you wove it, how you made Kaos, how you made art.

Everyone was worth knowing, all the characters had textures and hearts and minds. It lived for every episode. And it is true that no one can destroy the Fates, no one can destroy the intrinsic order — not the gods, not humans, not Kaos, not anyone.

It was a good series. I can’t imagine you can do it again, but I never guessed you’d be able to do it in the first place. So maybe! You couldn’t help but love them all, all the people, all the gods, all the Titans, even the Fates, even the only ones so truly blessed and immortal that the completely surpass our mortal frameworks.

It was good. A lot of times you keep watching these series because you want to see what is next, even though you don’t really care. But this time I cared, and I believed. I cared because I believed that every character was essentially human, a real human, a unique set of possibilities realized in unique circumstances.

What can we learn from this? How might we achieve this ourselves? Here and now in this art that we so desperately seek, the one that would actually help — not by being didactic, but by being true.

Because ideas were born, but they were not forced; they grew out of the characters and their shared reality and the always-plausible (within this reality) circumstances.

It was very good. And it was really neat to see a reality that we no longer take seriously taken seriously, made possible, made inhabitable — inhabited even.

Do we ever understand our fates? I don’t think so. Sometimes we try to submit to the will of God; sometimes we try to be our own person; and so we twist and turn, but at the end we are surprised by a Love that was always more than we could imagine, no matter how wise we were here and there — in flashes of insight or as the consistent fruit of steady practice.

Far beyond your mirror
Far beyond your dreams
Far beyond your moon signs
Far beyond your schemes
Far beyond the brother-hood
Far beyond James Dean
He was not James Dean
Is what I really mean
Where I am not the hunter
Still I am the hunter’s son
And we really all are women yes
When all is said and done
Said and done

Far beyond what I believe
Or what my father said
Far beyond genetic codes
That run ’till we are dead
Far beyond the Catholics
Far beyond the Jews
I am safe here with the mother
I am safe here so are you

Where I am not the hunter
Still I am the hunter’s son
And we really all are women yes
When all is said and done
We really all are women
When all is said and done
Said and done

The peeling of the onion
As the pieces start to fall
You begin to see the faces
And the shadows on the wall
Tearing down the missiles
The pictures start to come
The image of a rosary
On the barrel of a gun

Waiting for the big one
I am living on the coast
Why do we deny
The things we fear the most
I am safe here with the mother
I am safe here in her arms
Still I hear the voices
Sounding the alarm
Where I am not the hunter
Still I am the hunter’s son
And we really all are women yes
When all is said and done
We really all are women yes
When all is said and done
Said and done

And we really all are women yes
When all is said and done
We really all are women yes
When all is said and done
Said and done

John Stewart, “Women” from Bullets in the Hour Glass.

I always thought he was saying,
“And we really all are winning yes
When all is said and done.”

And this is what I believe most of all.
And this is the art I seek.
And this is the song I remember.
And this is the poem that carries us past ourselves, into the Light.

But what does Xenophanes think?

Homer and Hesiod have ascribed to the gods all things that are a shame and a disgrace among mortals, stealings and adulteries and deceivings of one another. R. P. 99.

Yes, and if oxen and horses or lions had hands, and could paint with their hands, and produce works of art as men do, horses would paint the forms of the gods like horses, and oxen like oxen, and make their bodies in the image of their several kinds. R. P. ib.

The gods have not revealed all things to men from the beginning, but by seeking they find in time what is better. R. P 104 b.

One god, the greatest among gods and men, neither in form like unto mortals nor in thought. . . . R. P. 100.

He sees all over, thinks all over, and hears all over. R. P. 102.

But without toil he swayeth all things by the thought of his mind. R. P. 108 b.

And he abideth ever in the selfsame place, moving not at all; nor doth it befit him to go about now hither now thither. R. P. 110 a.

There never was nor will be a man who has certain knowledge about the gods and about all the things I speak of. Even if he should chance to say the complete truth, yet he himself knows not that it is so. But all may have their fancy. R. P. 104.

Let these be taken as fancies something like the truth. R. P. 104 a.

And Heraclitus chimes in:

“One being, the only wise one, would and would not be called by the name of Zeus.

One Reality

One Reality

I read the conversation between David French and Ross Douthat yesterday.
It’s called Two Christian Conservatives Debate the Merits of Voting for Kamala Harris. It was published on September 6, 2024 in the New York Times.

First of all, let me say that I am not here to win. I say to myself, to set the right tone. Because everyone knows, and I most of all, of my legendary violence — and I know, additionally, that it doesn’t help, that it goes too far, that it is not the way I seek and it is only the way I find when I cheat, when I slide past my truer self and deeper concerns.

Now, then:

What planet are you two on?
And what are we to think when two columnists who have watched Donald Trump blow by blow for the last eight years have to debate whether or not they should vote for Kamala Harris?

I will permit of no argument that you, or anyone else, is anywhere fundamentally different than where I am.

For to permit of such an argument would permit the assumption that humans are not fundamentally the same and/or that they cannot relate meaningfully to the spiritual Love they require to be meaningful to themselves and/or they cannot relate that Love to the universal values (aware, clear, honest, accurate, competent, loving-kind, joyfully-sharing) they also require to be meaningful to themselves and/or they cannot communicate meaningfully with others (which would both make life more lonely than anyone could bear, and would also make everything we learn from others fundamentally meaningless).*

*[Humans learn via empathy. My mother stubs her toe, I map her face and actions and sounds onto my own conscious space and so recreate the experience and animate the words “owe” and “hurts” and “goddamn chair!” with meaning. And from these little pieces of meaning I build up my sense of words, ideas, self, other, the surrounding cultural and physical reality, et cetera.]

In short, to argue that we are not all fundamentally the same and do not all share one Reality and cannot therefore relate our various realities meaningfully to ourselves and each others is to argue that we cannot think anything meaningfully: That is a fundamentally self-defeating logos.

Years ago I read an essay arguing that Christians live in a fundamentally different reality than other people, and therefore the outsiders couldn’t judge the insiders, and the insiders couldn’t judge the outsiders.

Such arguments are clearly wrong because they assume that people are more fundamentally the things they think they believe, when they are actually more fundamentally just people — limited creatures that require a foundation in infinite spiritual Love to be meaningful to themselves: creatures that must straddle Goodnight and the mundane to be meaningful to themselves.

As such, people can and should venture beyond their beliefs and rituals to the core of the human experience, and use that spiritual grounding to assess their own interpretations of their own beliefs. None of us are God; we all can but interpret our experience; and — being conscious moments within both a moment deeper than feelings and ideas and the motion of feelings and ideas — interpreting our own experience means estimating what is wider and deeper than ideas and feelings into ideas, feelings, words and deeds: and that implies an imperfect, ongoing self-analyzing and -critiquing quest; or else (to the degree we skip out on that ongoing, open-ended, victory-free quest — as any quest to relate what is prior to what is post must be — [it’s not so bad! It’s just the human condition!]): lying to ourselves about the most fundamental things more and more and thus grasping tighter and tighter at ideas and feelings that mean less and less to us.

To argue that a Christian cannot meaningfully relate their worldview to that of a non-Christian is to overlook both the fundamental sameness of all humans and our fundamental need (if we are to meaningful to ourselves) to be honest with ourselves and our fellows.

One’s own worldview is only meaningful to oneself to the degree one relates what is deeper than ideas and feelings to that worldview. It may sometimes appear easier to relate to people who claim to share one’s own worldview, but the truth is that people with more insight into their own worldviews have more insight into the fundamental sameness of all humans and thus more insight into both people who share their own stated worldview and people don’t share their own stated worldview. Therefore, two people who are more grounded in their own conscious moment will find it easier to communicate meaningfully (regardless of their stated worldviews) than will two people with less insight into their own worldviews (again, regardless of their stated worldviews).

Indeed, what is less meaningful than two people agreeing with desperate certainty upon dogmas that they neither truly understand nor care about? Don’t they generally use their supposed shared insights as a pretense to imagine themselves somehow fundamentally different from other people? And isn’t that the opposite of insight into human life?

For a Christian to argue that Christians are fundamentally different from other people is particularly disorienting. After all, people did ask Jesus what the most important commandment is; and he did tell them, and they did ask for clarification, and he did give it.

One of the teachers of the law came and heard them debating. Noticing that Jesus had given them a good answer, he asked him, “Of all the commandments, which is the most important?”

“The most important one,” answered Jesus, “is this: ‘Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’There is no commandment greater than these.”

“Well said, teacher,” the man replied. “You are right in saying that God is one and there is no other but him. 33 To love him with all your heart, with all your understanding and with all your strength, and to love your neighbor as yourself is more important than all burnt offerings and sacrifices.”

When Jesus saw that he had answered wisely, he said to him, “You are not far from the kingdom of God.” And from then on no one dared ask him any more questions.
[Mark 12:28-34]

“Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”
Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”
[Matthew 22-36-40 NIV]

Before we go to the version recorded in Luke, let’s quote Ross Douthat at the close of the above conversation:

“So to end this on a religious and providentialist note, I think it’s also important to accept that the Trump era will end when God decides that it’s going to end. And God only knows when that will happen.”

Now to Luke’s account:

On one occasion an expert in the law stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?”

“What is written in the Law?” he replied. “How do you read it?”

He answered, “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind’; and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’”

“You have answered correctly,” Jesus replied. “Do this and you will live.”

But he wanted to justify himself, so he asked Jesus, “And who is my neighbor?”

In reply Jesus said: “A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, when he was attacked by robbers. They stripped him of his clothes, beat him and went away, leaving him half dead. A priest happened to be going down the same road, and when he saw the man, he passed by on the other side. So too, a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a Samaritan, as he traveled, came where the man was; and when he saw him, he took pity on him. He went to him and bandaged his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. Then he put the man on his own donkey, brought him to an inn and took care of him. The next day he took out two denarii and gave them to the innkeeper. ‘Look after him,’ he said, ‘and when I return, I will reimburse you for any extra expense you may have.’

“Which of these three do you think was a neighbor to the man who fell into the hands of robbers?”

The expert in the law replied, “The one who had mercy on him.”

Jesus told him, “Yeah, sure, I guess. But I think the larger point that we need to keep in mind is that God is in charge and if that guy is supposed to be helped, then God will help him out of that jam; and if not, then God will let him lie there dying of his wounds, dehydration, and the afternoon sun. So, all in all, everybody did what they were supposed to do — being, as they after all were, but pawns of the all-doing God.”

[Luke 10:25-37 NIV]

Actually, funnily enough, the gospel writer clearly made an error and had Jesus instead give these theologically over-simplistic concluding remarks:

Jesus told him, “Go and do likewise.”

Jesus didn’t even waste time saying, “That’s the right!,” he simply said, “Go and be like the Good Samaritan.” It was as if Jesus wanted people to take action in this world. Why would Jesus want that? Given that everything is decided by God?

You might think here I mock Ross Douthat. Well maybe perhaps a tiny bit. But not his claim that God is in charge of everything. After all, Julian of Norwich — who I cannot fully scrute but whose wisdom I feel I taste enough to know that I should not question the core and thrust of her thought — wrote:

And when God Almighty had shewed so plenteously and joyfully of His Goodness, I desired to learn assuredly as to a certain creature that I loved, if it should continue in good living, which I hoped by the grace of God was begun. And in this desire for a singular Shewing, it seemed that I hindered myself: for I was not taught in this time. And then was I answered in my reason, as it were by a friendly intervenor: Take it generally, and behold the graciousness of the Lord God as He sheweth to thee: for it is more worship to God to behold Him in all than in any special thing. And therewith I learned that it is more worship to God to know all-thing in general, than to take pleasure in any special thing. And if I should do wisely according to this teaching, I should not only be glad for nothing in special, but I should not be greatly distressed for no manner of thing: for All shall be well. For the fulness of joy is to behold God in all: for by the same blessed Might, Wisdom, and Love, that He made all-thing, to the same end our good Lord leadeth it continually, and thereto Himself shall bring it; and when it is time we shall see it. And the ground of this was shewed in the First [Revelation], and more openly in the Third, where it saith: I saw God in a point.

All that our Lord doeth is rightful, and that which He suffereth is worshipful: and in these two is comprehended good and ill: for all that is good our Lord doeth, and that which is evil our Lord suffereth. I say not that any evil is worshipful, but I say the sufferance of our Lord God is worshipful: whereby His Goodness shall be known, without end, in His marvellous meekness and mildness, by the working of mercy and grace.

Rightfulness is that thing that is so good that [it] may not be better than it is. For God Himself is very Rightfulness, and all His works are done rightfully as they are ordained from without beginning by His high Might, His high Wisdom, His high Goodness. And right as He ordained unto the best, right so He worketh continually, and leadeth it to the same end; and He is ever full-pleased with Himself and with all His works. And the beholding of this blissful accord is full sweet to the soul that seeth by grace. All the souls that shall be saved in Heaven without end be made rightful in the sight of God, and by His own goodness: in which rightfulness we are endlessly kept, and marvellously, above all creatures.

And Mercy is a working that cometh of the goodness of God, and it shall last in working all along, as sin is suffered to pursue rightful souls. And when sin hath no longer leave to pursue, then shall the working of mercy cease, and then shall all be brought to rightfulness and therein stand without end.

And by His sufferance we fall; and in His blissful Love with His Might and His Wisdom we are kept; and by mercy and grace we are raised to manifold more joys.

Thus in Rightfulness and Mercy He willeth to be known and loved, now and without end. And the soul that wisely beholdeth it in grace, it is well pleased with both, and endlessly enjoyeth.

Chapter 35, Revelations of Divine Love, Julian of Norwich.

Let us accept that God is in charge and that God leads all things to a perfect end and that all was, is, and shall be well.

But still, Jesus said, “Go and do likewise.” He must’ve had a reason. He must’ve had his reasons.

To return, reluctantly perhaps to our essay — after that pleasant respite in higher minds and their wider vistas —

For followers of Jesus Christ, it is easy to keep first things first. Jesus is recorded as saying what the most important commandment is:

“The most important one,” answered Jesus, “is this: ‘Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’There is no commandment greater than these.”

And he’s recorded as agreeing that following this commandment is greater than any ritual or burnt offering.

And he’s recorded as stating that all the law of the prophets hangs upon these two commandments.

And he’s recorded as telling people to go and be a neighbor to anyone who needs your help.

What is spiritual Love? Who is the Lover within that deserves all our love, who deserves to be joyfully handed all that we are? And how are we to live in a world filled with others who deep inside shine with that fundamental spiritual Love just as brightly as we do?

What conclusion can we draw from this joyful mystery?

I want to argue, friends,

I want to first and foremost argue that we are all friends in the One Reality,

I want to argue, friends, that representative democracy is a spiritual good, and that the most fundamental task of citizens in a representative democracy is to work together to serve as a final check on madness, corruption, and evil in government. We should never take our eye off this fundamental duty as we fulfill our other primary duty of working together to simultaneously grow our shared conversation and nudge our shared government towards the better and away from the worse. And I want to argue, further, that Donald Trump’s behavior represents a kind of soft, gentle, underhanded practice pitch to We the People of the United States of America. By so thoroughly and unrepentantly trampling over the rules, norms, and standards that are required to maintain a healthy democratic republic, Donald Trump is giving us all the perfect opportunity to remember what is to be free people in a free nation — to remember what it is to share the rights and the responsibilities of a free people in a free nation.

In fact, the rest of the essay writes itself, as surely as your heart of hearts writes
“Yes”
to a system of government that allows people to peacefully safeguard the universal values:

Keeping one’s nation free of tyranny (that is to say: top-down crime) doesn’t just make for a pleasant place to live and a good place to do business in, it also keeps people from being forced into the evil situation of having to choose between (A) protecting their loved ones and (B) openly following the universal values (aware, clear, honest, accurate, competent, compassionate, loving-kind, joyfully-sharing) and supporting a government that rewards rather than punishes clear honest accurate competent loving-kind and joyfully-sharing thoughts and actions.

A core evil of Putin’s Russia or Xi’s China is that people are forced to turn reality on its head to keep themselves from being financially, socially, or even physically harmed by their own government. Don’t give me this nonsense about how that’s already going on here! That’s the kind of empty noise that people who have not even imagined living under real political evil would use here and now. Having people disagree with you and sometimes win political victories over you is not political evil or oppression; it is a functioning democracy.

The only place in the USA today where reality is completely upside down — where if you don’t agree with might-makes-right and fear-proves-lies-true, then you’re out in the cold and maybe (before too long! You just watch yourself!, ‘cause Donald’s Cool Crew is coming for you, you dirty traitors!) worse — is in Donald Trump’s Republican party, where politicians have to find a way to honor Donald Trump’s anti-democratic lies, tirades, and openly-aired intentions in order to have a voice in today’s GOP.

Many rising stars in Donald Trump’s Party of Patriotic Heroes Who Will Put You In Your Place, of course, don’t even have to do fancy footwork to skirt around his lies: they are very comfortable echoing them. A corrupted heart selects for more corruption; a corrupted human selects for more corruption; a corrupted political party selects for more corruption; and corrupted power selects for ever-more corrupted power and ever-less earned, deserving, other-serving power.

The rest of the essay writes itself as easily as we can sample hour upon hour of Republican politicians from Donald Trump’s own administration detailing how they thwarted his attempts to lie and cheat his way out of his 2020 presidential election loss.

And the rest of the essay writes itself as surely as we can witness his double-down not just on lies about the last election, but also on promises to use the power of government to silence dissent and pursue political antagonists.

And it writes itself as surely as we can also witness the Trump GOP removing those members who refuse to cooperate with the clear political evil of Donald Trump, while also making plans and rosters for a second administration where Trump would have not just yes-people on his political team, but would also replace a big chunk of the bureaucracy with people more interested in pleasing this amoral and anti-democratic politician than they are interested in maintaining our democratic republic. Not to mention those hoping to ride on Trump’s coattails to shove through a set of laws based on their understanding of Christianity — laws that they know cannot win in a democratic setting because they are not popular with the average voter of this time and place.

Come on, America!

Do you really think anyone wins when a political party that has bowed to an incompetent, amoral, and antidemocratic man is given the keys to our shared government?

Maybe billionaires win because they skirt the conversation about how the wealth gap hasn’t been this high in the United States except for directly before the US Civil War and directly before the Great Depression?

Maybe pro-life voters win because instead of having to convince their fellow Americans to vote for laws restricting abortion, they can just force those laws into being and keep them there?

No, nobody wins when free citizens fail to keep themselves and their fellows safe from tyranny.

Tyranny is fundamentally incompetent: It’s goals are maintaining power at all costs, not at governing well and then making their case to the people.

And living in a land where you have to choose between being honest and decent and being able to take care of your loved ones: No riches and no momentary policy victories are worth that — not if here and now you could continue living in a country where honesty, competency, and meaningful contributions are rewarded.

Not that things are perfect here. Far from it. But has gone wrong? It isn’t democracy that’s to blame. With two senators for every state, the electoral college, and gerrymandered congressional districts, the GOP has much more power than they have popularity. And as the politics has become more and more national, this has allowed them to exploit rules that make sense only when politics have a large local component to maintain political clout while not delivering results to the majority of US Americans. Add to this the tendency of political primaries to select for the most radical candidates (due to the kind of people who vote in primaries) and the never-ending culture wars and choose-your-own-reality media sources, and how both parties embraced neo-liberalism and together sided with the rich over the poor (a little redistribution doesn’t make up for embracing an economic game that fundamentally favors capital at the expense of labor; such solutions also forget that men are still even in these enlightened times desperate to be able to support their wives and children with the sweat of their brow — desperate to be worth loving and respecting) and created a wealth-gap comparable to that of the eve of the Civil War and the eve of the Great Depression; add all this together and you can see how the GOP could slide further and further from meaningfully representing any real majority of voters, while yet maintaining power. What they hadn’t thought of was that they could also dispense entirely with the democratic process. But Trump and the many acts of cowardice and self-service within their own ranks have shown them that they can be the post-democracy GOP. And maybe some think it’s a great idea and many others think maybe it’s okay since then we’ll be a Christian nation and impose Christian laws on everyone. But whatever people say, and whatever they pretend to think, in the end they will get only precisely what the vote for: A government of, by, and for Donald Trump and those who suck up to him.

Maybe it won’t be so bad. Maybe he’ll be kept in line. But why are you so sure that he will? Because we can trust the GOP with our democracy? Which GOP? And what is, in any case, clear is that if our fundamental duty is to work together to protect ourselves and our fellows from tyranny, then we should with one voice gently and firmly say No to this man and those who would help him use our shared government and resources to further his narrow aims.

Anyway, maybe today you’re the king’s favored oligarch. Maybe tomorrow you or one of your children accidentally start telling the truth and refusing to cheat for the side that always by always lying and always cheating, or maybe they just have something he wants more than he wants their continued service. And maybe today the regime outlaws abortion, and maybe in the fulness of time, it outlaws not having an abortion after your first child.

And, really, everybody: Where do you draw the line? Are you waiting until it is actually too late? Maybe we could just sample autocracy? After all, it would be such a shame to give up those political gains that we’d won via the undemocratic advantages of small states versus larger population areas. And, well, let’s face it: getting people to agree on our policies wasn’t working. So why not see if we can hand the keys to the kingdom to a king who will do our bidding? But you know that’s not how autocracy works. And you also know that Donald Trump is unhinged, unstable, and not even interested in doing what is best for everyone.

And if all this were not enough: If Donald Trump wins, this clear national security threat — a man whose open disdain for democracy and clearly unstable, dishonest, and mean-spirited mental landscape would guarantee that no conscientious secret service would give him either state secrets or nuclear clearance — will be given all the information that this nation gathers and the button that kills and destroys in ways we cannot honestly imagine.

How can a person of good-conscious give that information and that weapon to this man and to an administration purged of all dissent, purged of all who would check his whims—whims that seem to be getting crazier, and more erratic as he ages — ????

Come on, America! This is a lob ball.

This is our chance to do right by ourselves and our fellow Americans.

And in choosing to put democracy and its spiritual foundations — !!!We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights!!! — above momentary political gains, we work on that shared muscle: we remember, refocus, and retrain our shared work of safeguarding those universal values without which none of our worldviews are meaningful to any of us.

One of two people will be president in January 2025. It isn’t going to be “Mickey Mouse”. It will be Donald Trump or Kamala Harris. And all is, will, and shall be well; but that doesn’t mean we don’t have a job to do.

Being an essayist with some appreciation for irony, I cannot help but hear the essays that conservatives would be writing if the shoe was on the other foot.

“It is proof of their essential Godlessness. If there was ever a question, it is clear that this party — by choosing to not just tolerate but to actively support a man who has declared open war on our democratic republic, that rare precious gem of a government of the people, by the people and for the people — has fully turned its back on the Creator. For was it not the Creator who endowed us with inalienable rights? And is a government led by the people rather than a tyrant who — let us be honest, let us learn from history! — inevitably uses the power of government to commit crimes against his own citizens (“absolute power corrupts absolutely” may be too trite for our liberal friends, whose great intellectual insight allows them to understand how this is different, how they can trust this wild, uncaged dog, with his criminally permissive handlers, to not bite his master; but I’m too simple for their wisdom—I’m just some poor fool stuck here with the facts, and I can’t help but notice “absolute power corrupts absolutely” proven true time and time again) a Godly thing? And is choosing to abandon this Godly thing to the wolves not a sin against both God and man? I say to you: A vote for anyone but the opponent of this rabid dog that has learned how to tame his handlers and that it can get away with defying his master: I say that a vote for anyone except the person who has an honest chance of stopping that person is a vote in support of political evil. Mark my words: Sooner or later, the citizenry that refuses to rein this monster in here and now: Sooner or later that citizenry will find themselves at his merciless mercy. Afterall: Once the precedent is established that this nation’s voters will not take a stand against clear and obvious attempts to subvert fair elections and the peaceful transfer of power combined with daily promises to be despot: I tell you truly, that sooner or later that nation becomes a nation by for and of the tyrant.”

“I write this as a businessman, as a successful leader of men and women in the corporate world. And I see this as a clear personnel problem. If We the People are the leaders of this nation, then we have a duty to fire a man who would usurp our position—not to mention make terrible, erratic, amoral choices.”

“One finds oneself in the strange position of desperately pining for Tony Judt. Granted, his politics borders on the madness of unconstrained socialism; however, I find myself constantly returning to his assessment of post-war France. I find myself musing along with him how a generation of intellectuals could so fully lose their grasp on reality as to imagine that Stalin and his violently, evilly oppressive USSR were necessary evils—necessary to bring about the future utopia of the working man. And I find myself wishing, along with my remembered Tony Judt, for an Albert Camus: someone with the wisdom and guts to say that the ends do not justify the means, and that allowing crimes against ones fellows here and now for some future perfection is a great evil. Please, anyone? Is there anyone left in this party—who in just a few short years has systematically banished anyone with soul from its ranks — willing to speak this fundamental spiritual truth?”

“I know I’ve written in these pages that I wish for a Catholic nation, led by a conservative Pope. But I’ve never truly questioned the compact that we as a nation have made with one another. I, like Socrates, believe that choosing to live in a nation — especially a free one, where one can freely come and go — implies accepting the laws of that nation. Living in a liberal democratic republic means that though you don’t always get your way politically, your rights to think, speak, and worship as you see fit are still protected. And in this cruel and Godless world, that remains a rare and a great blessing. How are we to assess, how are we to judge those who would betray this compact, this nation? How are we to judge those who have chosen to back political evil and thus betray you, me, and ultimately (in the fulness of time) themselves? There is no neutral vote here. One of two people will lead this nation. One will work with those who would preserve a government founded on the principle that people are endowed by their Creator with inalienable rights. This time, a vote for ‘Mickey Mouse’ or some third party daydream is a vote for tyranny.”

“Even if somehow our democracy survives this, you have still subjected our shared ship of state to so much obvious risk that you are guilty of either criminal negligence or outright criminal plotting — depending on where you sit on the spectrum between willful ignorance and outright treason.”

I can hear them. So sure of themselves! So sure of their righteousness! So appalled at the evil of the other side! The treason! High treason.

Yes, indeed; high treason.

You think I’m just the swollen appetites and damaged instincts that toss me hither and thither. But it’s not so. I’m a whole person, and what I am from the inside is a lonely hurt. Maybe because I’m not much of a Christian, nor even much of a Buddhist. But I think it has more to do with a cut that I cannot reach but that reaches me.

You think I’m just another crank, cranking out wah wah wahs. Maybe. But consider this:

Donald Trump and Kamala Harris are trying to win this election. They are trying to think of how to frame this election in a way that they can win. Okay. But I say that it is up to We the People to decide what are elections about, and it is obvious that this one is about whether or not we have a fundamental role in our form of government. Do we serve as a final check on madness and corruption in government? Or can we safely leave all the checks and balances to the system itself? Why? It can’t completely fail because it hasn’t yet? Because we can’t imagine it failing? Any human system can be corrupted if enough of the “right” people are given power over enough parts of it.

The “right” people for corrupting a government are those whose political reality is somewhere between fanatic and criminal, that is to say: corrupt or crazy. People unwilling or unable to prioritize awareness, clarity, honesty, decency, and Fair play are the useful tools of would-be autocrats.

That is so evil: A government that rewards crime and folly! That’s why representative governments are spiritual goods. That’s why this moment matters so much.

Imagine for another moment the other side is the one with Donald Trump and his party. You have a major network that has long cherry picked and spun news so far towards that side’s advantage that it feels a little like a state-run media outlet — but run by the other side’s party, rather than the whole nation. And then they lose a huge lawsuit because they knowingly spread false conspiracy theories to bolster Donald Trump’s lies about the 2020 election being stolen from him. And they pay the fine and it seems that mostly what their owner learned was that no one should ever put anything in writing. And your party and a couple now-ostracized members of the other side gathered hours and hours and hours of interviews of people from his own party and usually also from his own administration explaining how they again and again stopped him from his various attempts to cheat the American people out of the results of the 2020 election. You can read the transcripts; anyone can; anyone can see that this is not a man trying to defend democracy — this is a man looking for any excuse to stay in power; this is a man trying to undermine a fair election, a man trying to undermine the democratic process, a man who only believes in democracy when it selects him. And then you see members of his party voting to acquit him in the subsequent impeachment hearing. They had the chance to end his political career, and they did not take it. You have seen this man lying as a fundamental political strategy. You know this is not politics as usual in this nation. It isn’t. It wasn’t. It used to be that politicians got caught in lies and they had to kind of recant or wriggle away or reframe or something. But not now; the autocratic tool of simply repeating the same lie over and over again has long been in full force with this man. And how does his party respond? It silences those who contradict his lies. It elevates those who either mindless repeat them, or who — like Mike Johnson — find specious ways to make it seem to the casual willingly-mislead observer that all that was going on was a fair constitutional question that should’ve been raised, that frankly does call the entire election into question, and so on !Oh to watch this man use our constitution as a tool for undermining the people’s sovereignty, with the basic perfidious assumption that any contortion of our rules and laws is fair game, that the constitution is not fundamentally a tool for protecting us all from tyranny, but it is fundamentally a chess piece for winning and for forcing your will onto the majority! — . And you watch as people who echo Donald Trump’s lies about the last election positions of authority in the election governance boards of many states. Including Georgia — the one whose Secretary of State Trump famously pressured to “find” enough votes to swing the state his way. (You may also recall that Georgia was the state that was to receive the first letter falsely stating that the DOJ had found irregularities in their election; Trump’s Acting Attorney General (Attorney General Bill Barr had already quit over Trump’s attempts to pressure him into lying and cheating his way out of the 2020 election results) had refused to send the letter; so Trump found some member of the DOJ willing to send the letter, and he was going to make that lackey the Acting Attorney General, but the entire acting DOJ leadership threatened to resign if Trump did that, so he backed down.) Imagine you are watching this all from the other side. Trump’s “jokes” about getting more than two terms as president, his telling “Christians” they need to vote now and then they can stop because he’ll “fix things” so they don’t have to vote again (and then refusing to meaningfully walk that back even after being given chance after chance from a Trump-friendly interviewer), and on and on. Not to mention his hateful rhetoric and his mentally disturbed tirades. And then there’s how he tried (too late in the game in his previous administration) to replace the professional bureaucracy with lackeys last time and how conservative think tanks are figuring out not just theories but also rosters for him to be able to do that at the start of a second administration. Republicans with the old-fashioned idea that of course we live in a democratic republic and not a tyranny, and so of course we shouldn’t let people manipulate our elections — they seem to be disappearing. A new creature that subscribes to the theory that the most important characteristic in a political operator is complete loyalty to Donald Trump — regardless of how that loyalty might harm our system of government and fundamental rights and freedoms — proliferates. And people like Kash Patel give interviews talking about how they will go after those media outlets that spread terrible lies about Donald Trump (i.e. the ones that said, actually, there’s no evidence that the 2020 election was stolen; and actually Donald Trump tried to pressure his own administration into helping him undermine those election results; and actually “truth” is not whatever spills out of Donald Trump’s mouth in a given ramble).

Please have enough compassion and moral imagination to imagine the shoe is on the other foot. And then imagine watching liberal writers hand-picked by a conservative paper for at least agreeing that this Donald Trump character goes too far — watch them debating whether or not people should vote for the opposition candidate. “We made some real gains with the woman’s right to choose; but [in this alternate reality] we don’t have the popular support behind those legal victories, and the other side is making this into a referendum on abortion, so … ” And even the one who is going to bite the bullet and vote for the opposition candidate in the course of the interview does not focus on protecting democracy, but on other issues, and asks their readers to understand that many good people voted for Trump and are going to do it again, and yeah he’s done all these terrible things, but they don’t know it, and it’s stressful and futile trying to tell them what anyone with a little googling and some basic understanding of reliable and unreliable information sources can figure out in a couple hours (doesn’t have to all be in one sitting!) of honest consideration, and … And what, guys?

Imagine you’re me. You’ve watched this dangerous anti-democratic ego-driven fool corrupt his party while actively prepping us all (an abuser puts his hand there; he’s feeling you out; he’s seeing how far he can go right then; he’ll keep at it; he’ll go a little farther when the time is right) for his autocratic future government and while the big intellects of his party figure out how to make that easier for him this time — and even the Supreme Court finds a way to invent a whole new section of the constitution where presidents can be charged for just about nothing, and the only one who can stop them is the courts, but of course by the time a court could actually do anything, well maybe he’s not listening to the courts, or maybe he’s filling the courts with the “right” kind of people.

What would you think of us — I mean people who stayed in this party and supported this candidate? You would say we’ve betrayed your trust. You would say we’re supporting political evil. You would say you knew we disagreed, but you thought I would at least respect you enough to not take away your right to a democratic system of government. You would say that I seem to be operating under the mistaken notion that there’s such a thing as “my” or “your” autocracy. You would haul up the lessons of history. You would say it feels like you’re walking on the moon all day long, your native land has become so foreign to you, that your fellow Americans have betrayed you in a fundamental way that you didn’t think they were capable of. You would say that at some point choosing conspiracy theories and misinformation is a type of willful pursuit of error — an evil that one is not just tricked into, but that one to some meaningful degree has chosen. You would say that if a government by for and of the people is to have any meaning, than clearly here and now we should say No to Donald Trump with one, clear, gentle but firm voice: The voice of a free people taking responsibility for their own freedom: The voice of a free people sharing the rights and responsibilities of a free nation. You would say, “And how can we share one without the other? Don’t rights and responsibilities go hand in hand? And isn’t sharing them what makes a people out of the inhabitants of a nation?”

Oh how you’d carry on!

We the People should win this election, and that means first of all sending Donald Trump packing for good, and that means electing Kamala Harris, and that means voting for her; and when she wins, then We the People should work with her to safeguard our democracy.

We the People need to say that this election IS about saying No to those who would seek and/or condone replacing fair elections with elections that are won by the cheater-in-chief, and that this election IS about saying NO to handing our country over to would-be autocrats.

What I see — and what you would see and decry if our roles were reversed — is a dog that has bit his master’s hand and that is now snarling and snapping, and that has thoroughly cowed and/or seduced all his would-be handlers. That dog should not be made president of the United States of America. There’s not a complicated calculation here, and imaging one is disingenuous.

I say all this because I believe a government of by and for the People is a spiritual good. It is a spiritual good because top-down crime and a society where people must lie in order to be safe is a spiritual evil; and because by working together to maintain a democratic republic, we encourage those universal values without which none of our worldviews are meaningful to any of us: Aware, clear, honest (lies as weapons are not compatible with democratic republics), clear, accurate and competent (do I need to point out that replacing the federal government’s professional bureaucracy with a Trump-fawning bureaucracy is not going to make for either accuracy or competency?), compassionate and loving-kind and joyfully-sharing (Yes: democratic republics do a better job of following those purely spiritual values because — for all the faults of real people in all real systems — at least representative governments select for open, honest, transparent systems [these are the ones that We the People can view and manage reasonably well], and for win-wins [since the government is incentivized to find a way forward for the many all together], and against corruption and madness [that’s our fundamental job: to serve as a final check on corruption and madness in government]; and taking these strands together, human beings’ basic humanity (infinite spiritual Love in the center of finite hopes and fears) keeps representative democracies tending away from great spiritual evils (No government is perfect! But autocracies inevitably use government to oppress and terrorize the governed—since the power of autocracies is forced upon the governed and is thus fundamentally illegitimate; and governments untethered from the people’s will lead to violent revolutions and/or oppressive regimes).

Author: Pudd N Taine
Editors: Amble Whistletown & Bartleby Willard
Production Team: Bartleby Willard and Amble Whistletown
Copyright: Andy Mac Watson

A final note to David French about all those good people who are going to vote for Trump but don’t know about all his shenanigans: Well, maybe somebody who they could believe should tell them. Unfortunately, that seems to leave me out: I think I could sit with them in their car and we could both watch the light turn green and I could offhandedly mention that the light was green, and they would take their foot away from the accelerator and slam it back on the brake and let all the cars run into or around us while they turned to me to tell me that I’m wrong, that that’s a red light.

But let me try:

Hey! I’m a person too! And everything I’ve said above is either self-evidently true or easy to look up. And I need your help. I need us all to be people together while we can still stand together and be free citizens of a free nation together. Hey! I’m a person too! We agree much more than we disagree, and that is the point of representative democracy: We can agree on what we already agree on and together safeguard those values without which none of our worldviews mean anything to anyone: aware, clear, honest, accurate, competent, loving-kind, joyfully-together, our feeling, thinking and acting centered around the Love with which everything is Okay and without which nothing is. Hey! I’m not anything special. I am just like you. We all are. And we all need all our help here and now. Don’t take my word for it. Listen to what is going on inside and outside your watching space.

Think it through. I’m not asking for you to let me tell you what to do. I am asking you to stand with me for a nation of by and for the people. I am asking for you to refuse to vote for a man who has acted and who continues to act in ways that are obviously anti-democratic. I am asking you to tell the political party that has capitulated to this man that we the People are not going to accept that decision. Please.

Don’t do it for me. Don’t do it for yourself. Do it for everyone, and for the soul of things — for the joy of open conversation and fair debate and free elections that are respected and allow for the peaceful transfer of power, that allow us to keep working on this beautiful project of a government that is subservient to its citizens. I am asking us all to work together on this project, and I am saying this is a lob ball: Let’s hit it out of the park, USA!!!!!!

Oh, shoot, I can’t let go of this microphone.

I just, could I just:

One more thing:

Enough with the false equivalencies:

Right now there is one party catering to an unstable man who tried to cheat democracy in the last election is openly talking about using all the tools in his new, improved (no more internal checks on his command!) to silence dissent, punish the media for telling the truth about him, and do whatever it takes to keep on being president and president and always president. And the point of this essay is simply that the citizens of a democratic republic need to serve as a final check on madness, corruption, and evil in government — they need to keep themselves and others safe from the tyranny of unchecked ambition; and that means together saying “No” to this man and those who would go along with his criminal intent.

“Thank you, thank you, Pudd. But I think it’s time. I think it’s time. I think it’s time for a little lower level,” said Bartleby Willard the author.

Epic Irony

Epic Irony

Oh sweet, sweet, world-historic irony!

Let us prelude our song with a traipse through leaves
that flutter up in the breeze, that turn under what we’d
hid within when the night was cool and young,
when from rotting rafters down and forward bats
would tumble howling in fangs-fore mad-dash runs
upon dark creation’s net: by God or fiend wide cast —
that the void might pop and fizz with chance with crash with life —
that peace-drenched eternity might learn of man hope fear and strife

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are endowed by their creator with certain inalienable rights – including life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

[The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, adopted by all 56 members of the Second Continental Congress on July 4, 1776]

We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

[The Preamble of the US Constitution, written 1787, ratified 1788, officially in effect since 1789]

Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent, a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal.

Now we are engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation so conceived and so dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle-field of that war. We have come to dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting place for those who here gave their lives that that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this.

But, in a larger sense, we can not dedicate — we can not consecrate — we can not hallow — this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it, far above our poor power to add or detract. The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here. It is for us the living, rather, to be dedicated here to the unfinished work which they who fought here have thus far so nobly advanced. It is rather for us to be here dedicated to the great task remaining before us — that from these honored dead we take increased devotion to that cause for which they gave the last full measure of devotion — that we here highly resolve that these dead shall not have died in vain — that this nation, under God, shall have a new birth of freedom — and that government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth.

Abraham Lincoln
November 19, 1863 at Gettysburg, Pennsylvania

One of the scribes came near and heard them disputing with one another, and seeing that he answered them well, he asked him, “Which commandment is the first of all?” Jesus answered, “The first is, ‘Hear, O Israel: the Lord our God, the Lord is one; you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ The second is this, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.”

Mark 12: 28-31

and one of them, a lawyer, asked him a question to test him. “Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest?” He said to him, “’You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.’ This is the greatest and first commandment. And a second is like it: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.”

Matthew 22:35-40

Just then a lawyer stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he said, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?” He said to him, “What is written in the law? What do you read there?” He answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.” And he said to him, “You have given the right answer; do this, and you will live.”

Luke 10:25-28

But wanting to justify himself, he asked Jesus, “And who is my neighbor?” Jesus replied, “A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell into the hands of robbers, who stripped him, beat him, and went away, leaving him half dead. Now by chance a priest was going down that road; and when he saw him, he passed by on the other side. So likewise a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a Samaritan while traveling came near him; and when he saw him, he was moved with pity. He went to him and bandaged his wounds, having poured oil and wine on them. Then he put him on his own animal, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. The next day he took out two denarii, gave them to the innkeeper, and said, ‘Take care of him; and when I come back, I will repay you whatever more you spend.’ Which of these three, do you think, was a neighbor to the man who fell into the hands of the robbers?” He said, “The one who showed him mercy.” Jesus said to him, “Go and do likewise.”

Luke 10:29-42

You shall not take vengeance or bear a grudge against any of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself: I am the Lord.

Leviticus 19:18

Hear, O Israel: The Lord is our God, the Lord alone. You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your might.

Deuteronomy 6:4-5

If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

[Paul’s letter to the Corinthians, Chapter 13]

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We address now a few dead white men in powdered wigs; velvet breeches, waistcoats, and frock coats; silk stockings and square leather shoes:

Dear friends long dead whose flesh I never held
as hand in hand a kinship might be sealed:
Can you believe how your logos flew and fell?
It’s landed jumbled in our potters field —
Your final hope a woman black and tan,
grown child of Hindoo bride and negro man.

I trust you.
Your thesis I will defend with all I find
within this conscious space, my feeling mind.
For I count your poetry true!
Wherein lies a poem’s beauty truth immortality?
In moving past its author, past what he thought he knew!!
Please God make my song wider wiser than I feel touch and see.
That as I write I might into souléd Light unfurl —
past my narrow needs and where they would me hurl

I believe in the Declaration of Independence
And the Constitution of the United States of America.

I believe that we are all created equal with inalienable rights
and that governments should flow from that spiritual insight.
I believe in the project of 1776.
I believe in regular and fair elections.
I believe in limited powers, in equality under the law.
I believe in what you taught me in public education.
I believe that a people-led land can learn, can mend its flaws.
I believe not in being a white or a man or a certain brand of Jew Jain or Christian
I believe in a shared Light where each one can as from holy ground stand: This, then
is what I seek to protect
from those who would resurrect
“truth” as state-enforced lies
“justice” as top-down crime

Now Michael Johnson please consider:

It’s not as if Jesus was coy about the most important part of religious life.
People asked him, he told them; people asked for clarification, he gave it.

I believe what he said when he clear and careful said,
The point of all this
Is to love the Lord your God with all your heart and soul and mind, and your neighbor as yourself,
and that your neighbor is everyone — no matter the prejudices of you and your “neighbors”.

That rings True to me.

And I am grateful to live in a nation
where I may follow Truth as best I can learn It
where I can speak a truth without facing
the violent wrath of state religion: the worship
of might-makes-right and of fear-makes-true.
How hollow the government you would shove through!
A presidency with more power, less wisdom, and an open disdain
for fair elections, checks and balances, constitutional restraint,
and everything you used to claim
to believe in.
You were lying all along.
The only part of the founder’s project you bought into
was that some of them were maybe Christians whose prejudices kind of sometimes remind you of your own
the rest was just bothersome packaging.
You have missed everything.
You have missed it all.
You have missed both Jesus and this country.
You thought you understood them both
And so got lost while bragging.
What would you have me do?
This is not my fault.
I didn’t do this to you.
You did this to you and to me.

What can we say here and now?
A vote for Kamala Harris — daughter of an Indian immigrant and a black Jamaican immigrant — is the only available vote for a nation that would choose democratic elections, open honest conversation and government, fair play, and the universal rule of law over identity politics, narrow tribalisms, and the great evils of might-makes-right and fear-makes-true. Donald Trump and his post-democracy GOP could well succeed in relieving We the People of the great burden of a government by for and of the People. Our founder’s thesis that humans have the inborn right, duty, and ability to keep their own governments from tyrannizing them and their fellows is being tested and might very well come up wanting, and the one standing between us and the same old abyss of government of for and by the tyrant is a woman is a negro is a Hindoo is the child of foreigners. Is this a hard pill to swallow old dead white men? Or are you in heaven rooting with every bit of soul-breath for her to prove you right, to prove your living poetry more powerful than those prejudices that surely died with your bodies — for all but Love, as we all well know: when we die, all that we are that is not in life overwhelmed by the Love that chooses everyone: when we die all that has not in life become Love is burned away in the fire — having no place in the realm of the Spirit.

That’s the irony:
The project of 1776’s best chance for surviving past 2025 is a politician who perhaps none of our founders could’ve envisioned.
Kamala Harris is not the best hope for the Spirit of ’76 because of some special, heroic, world-historic quality.
Both Kamala Harris and Donald Trump are nothing more nor less than human beings:
They’re both just people, but Kamala Harris and her administration will work to maintain and strengthen our shared representative government, and Donald Trump and his administration will work to dismantle it.
That’s the critical difference here.
Soak up the irony, USA!
Salvation from the same old boring tribalisms, from the evil of identity-first and fairness-last politics that the Founders worked to hard to organize us out of: In 2025 that salvation from the tyranny of me-first kings and their vapid fawning courts comes by electing a woman a black an Indian — a (as it turns out) regular person and regular American.
It’s not a bad irony.
It can be a beautiful irony if we let ourselves side with this still-young and still-beautiful experiment.
Imagine it:
A system of government with equality for all (even the rulers!) under the law, limits on individual powers, with checks to keep individuals and groups from concentrating excessive power — and the whole thing grounded in free speech and freedom from punishment for one’s opinions, paired with regular, fair, universally respected elections — allowing the citizens to fearlessly evolve their shared conversation while they also act as a final check on madness, evil, and corruption in government, and even together gently nudge their shared nation towards the better and away from the worse. Imagine a government where the people worked within a stable structure to keep tyranny at bay, and with it corruption at bay — so that their shared nation selects for aware, honest, clear, competent, compassionate, loving-kind, and joyful-sharing words and deeds, rather than punishing those universal values and rewarding cynicism, dishonesty, confusions, incompetency (in governing anyway: when maintaining power is your primary concern, you don’t even try to govern in a way that is best for your land), cruelty, meanness, and bitter infighting over ever-shrinking wealth and resources.
Imagine it! Such a beautiful idea! Too good to believe, and yet: Don’t fall for either cynicism or romanticism: Here and now this beautiful idea is still ours for the taking — for the keeping, nurturing, growing, enjoying.

I would be your poet USA
I would sing you healthy wealthy and wise
But I can’t escape the snapping strain.
The monkey, noise, workaday, Trump Co’s lies,
and this plywood pain and something stain
together mesh a gearwork grinding me to dust
I want to help but I don’t — I just
slowly crash land slowly lose my pieces
over a miles-long path lined by beasties
that sniff the air in confused fear
innocent creatures! Bad luck to be near
as Icarus, dipped in wine and porn,
skids disassembling through the red and yellow morn
Bad luck!

The Holy Spirit agitates for human freedom
It is Prometheus to the Father’s Zeus
And the poor Son must somehow be a man
must somehow muddle through as one of us
Poor kid’s gotta straddle finite and infinite worlds —
must thread the needle ‘tween what can be thought and where the Spirit soars.

Human history is no eternal Truth
Russia’s mangy bear’s no less chosen than Baby Ruth.
But if we here and now have a choice,
please let’s together find our voice.

The Holy Ghost is color-, gender-, doctrine-blind.
And so as vapors rise from the bayous,
Spirit laughs dances spins keeps the time.
This Light walks mile after mile in all our shoes

How can we watch our little lives
sub specie aeternitatis?
What hill o’erlooks Soul as it wriggles and writhes
through life and form — yet fully in the bliss
of the formlessness that creates sustains
and shines through all? We seek the heart and main
that seeps pulses and surges through our details.
Where’s the spiritual history within our greedy tales and crazy rails?

Mike Johnson what you are doing is a crime against God and man.
I feel it in bones. I feel it where the sick old man shoves his johnson
in the child’s confused face. I feel it where the tyrant snaps the bones
of those who dare to disagree. I feel it in my pit where I am weak and lost.
I feel it in my shoulders where I brace year after year to get through another day.
I feel it all through the pith and pitch of me.

To support to enable to aid to abet this criminal-impulse as it grasps desperately for the gears and levers of our shared government!
How could you?
And to wrap it up in holy talk!
You have hurt me so much.
What would God bid us do against this evil?

Who has seen the dove as a mist adrift through every age?
God please send us past ourselves, aid us revise our rage.
We travel the road from Jerusalem to Jericho,
We’re robbers who beat and leave us for dead, who show
us no mercy; we’re our sworn-enemy taking pity on us,
covering and healing us. Light is Real beyond the fight and fuss.

What can we say? We who see it all so clearly laid out sunning
or rather rotting like bits of slaughtered pigs slopped
out the jostled meat truck?
MAGA and Russia and China share a propaganda: The US is a hopeless mess, their democracy a shambles!
Who will save the US from their hopeless mess, from the evil disaster of their failed democracy?
In Israel Bibi chooses himself over his country and also Trump over Biden
What is to stop him from driving mad war further on in the hopes of being valuable to our future king?
(Xi I cannot scrute.)
Great men don’t share their countries, but at the top of the world they meet in a type of cattish comradery — to brag intrigue and swap funny anecdotes, thumping one fellow hero-of-their-nation on the back with manicured fingernails (the bloody dirty sweaty ones you find several layers down in the organization) while rolling watery old eyes towards another fellow hero-of-their-nation.

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The GOP is now Trump’s party — they watched him try to steal one election; and now they ready themselves to supply him with the staff and rulebook he needs to break our democracy.
They have their different reasons — different stories they use to make “I have to win!” and “I need safety!” and “I need to be liked and respected!” and “I need my family to be safe and to love me!” and “I need to be right and for everyone to admit I am right!” look somehow noble holy and wise.
Whatever each individual’s mental and emotional escapades, they all will end as cog for forcing the new perfection onto a rabble who can’t understand perfection, who only understand force, fear, loss of money and prestige, imprisonment and violence (for the toughest cases).

I guess we’ll be led about the nose with preposterous tales backed with “the wise thing to do is to act like all this is true: resisting only endangers you and your family; and agreeing lets you in the only club worth being in!”
We don’t know how far this will go. But we clearly see the cruel impulse, the soul rot, and the willful march towards crime on the large, nation-stealing scale. And so we would cry out, we would sound the alarm. But are we crying wolf? The difficulty with political evil as it simmers yet in the realm of campaigning on lies, promising to abuse the power of government to silence dissent and punish political foes, spewing hateful rhetoric, and arguing that you had a right to denigrate and overturn the last fair election and a right to do it all over again — I mean: It is obviously political evil, but we can’t be certain that it will lead to political prisons. And by the time we’re there, the state is already in charge of the media, and everybody already knows that only fools speak out against what is going to be no matter what you say or do.
What can we say?
You stood there with tears swelling and your hearts swelling and your heads swelling
in the military parade
You saluted America, the land of the free and the home of the brave
Yes those brave young men who gave their lives over there in bloody sweaty pissy war
that you and I might share this great nation, this democratic republic, where the people speak and the government listens!
And now
oh gosh
how could anyone ask you?
to pay a little attention
not to die face down in the mud with bullets in your front and back
but to pay a little fucking attention
and tell the truth
while you still have every right and every freedom to do so
that’s all
to pull your head out of your own ass — full as it is of rich creamy conspiracy theories — long enough to admit what we all so plainly perceive: He tried before; he’s bragging about how he will again; it’s not rocket science, it’s not a call for a suicide mission to take yonder hill; it’s tell the truth to yourself and others while there’s still time to turn away from this crime.

“This can’t be so!
It daren’t be political evil!
If it were, then good men like Mike Johnson wouldn’t be standing with Donald Trump!”

Yes, indeed. What is at work here?
For, setting aside what kind of a man Mike Johnson is or isn’t, we can at least say that many fine decent upstanding Americans are standing with Donald Trump, are with pure hearts working to bring about political evil: the replacement of a large-scale beauty (a functioning democratic republic that 300 million call home and that is the wealthiest and most powerful nation in the world, and that is a great place to work and live and study and speak and write and think and grow) into a large-scale ugliness (go live in Putin’s Russia if you think democracy’s a joke and that you can trust dictators to stay on your side).

I was at the co-op
I saw the asparagus it looked good
I thought I should have asparagus while it’s yet in season
I threw it in the cart
I thought final tally was kind of high
I went through the receipt
“$7.40 for a bunch of asparagus!?!?”
I would’ve never guessed anyone would charge or pay that much for asparagus
And it is precisely because of that lack of imagination that I paid $7.40 for a bunch of asparagus

To be continued

Author: BW
Editor: AW
Copyright: AM Watson